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2006-05-11T10:50:00.000+08:00

leng...

the song veri nice..

i love it...

for u! =)

muacks!

2006-05-02T01:05:00.000+08:00

sorry my darling..

haiz..

i realli shld be shot dead for forgetting such an impt date..

nevertheless..

happy belated 9th mth!!!

muacks !!!

i still love u wor~~

haa!!!

2006-03-01T20:32:00.000+08:00

ok i was wif vic last night...our 7th month le...cool...haha...anyway, happy 7th month once again :)

actuali today shld be my last day of work...but my boss, mag, told me to help her tmr...and maybe fri...meaning to say i may hafta work til this friday...hmm...shld be something gd ba...work and earn some money...

i kind of miss co nw...miss the ppl...miss the orchestral pract...miss playing erhu and gaohu...hmm it's ok...can always go back when pract resumes...

i dunno wad to blog abt nw...wana mention abt penny...but...there's too much to blog abt her le...haha

im having mix feelings...dunno wad to do...shld i or shld i not...i wish to noe...and i wana noe...but i guess no one is able to help me on this except myself...it's critical...hopefully time wil prove everything...

2006-02-28T00:00:00.000+08:00

Happy 7thMonth Anniversary!!!! =)

2006-02-22T19:24:00.000+08:00

well...mon was my third day of work in TNT Express...went to changi airport for lunch wif penny and a few other staff...dunno frm which department...din ask them....erh i hav nt been to tt canteen before...or rather im nt aware of this canteen's existence in changi airport at all...the food wasn't too bad...quite nice...price is ok...a few of them were toking abt the Budget 2006 by the government during lunch...and i juz kept on eating my yong tau hu...din join them to tok abt it...the way they tok hor...haha...quite funny...

went home after monday's work...watched campus superstar...im nt satisfied wif the results...hw come the better ones r getting lower marks than the average ones...nt fair...alrite i noe im nt a qualified judge or a veri veri gd singer...but i believe im stil able to judge bet gd and bad...whenever they show the marks, my mother and i wil juz turn and look at each other and shake our heads...however, im ok wif geraldine and adriano qualifying for the nxt round...they r nt bad...but erh hi adriano, plz dun act blur le...cannot stand ur "blurness"....lolz

on tue...went to simei to hav lunch...wif penny again...hmm i realise she'll always tend to tell me abt her kids during our conversation...haha..i suppose young mothers r liddat...maybe i'll be worse nxt time...lolz

din go straight home after work on tue...went to this Music Hark or Hark Music cafe...next to paradiz centre...nice ambience...food was so-so...the singers there r nt as pro as keith nicholos or his lady partner...but nevertheless, they r stil ok... :) vic, i bring u there nxt time...hehe...hmm if we r nt goin Kbox on 28th, then we go to tt music cafe... ;)

as for today, went to bedok central to hav lunch...i forgot the blk no of the hawker centre...it's nt the hawker centre beside the bus interchange...it's the one near post office...i tink is blk 200+....hey i din noe there r nice food there...heard frm penny tt the porridge, ipoh hor fun, dry ban mian etc r nice...she wanted me to try the ban mian this afternn, but it was sold out...so we bought the ipoh hor fun...nt too bad...quite tasty :) haha tt penny...."complain" to the boss of ban mian for nt cooking more so tt she's able to eat...haha...then she already pre-order her bowl of dry ban main for friday's lunch break le...lolz

hmm...took the company bus to tanah merah station after work this evening...then this colleague, who's penny's fren recognise me and tok to me when we were waiting for the bus...we were chatting...then suddenly she said i look like one of the project superstars...dotz...she said my outfit and hair etc caused me to look like one of them...then i say, shi xin hui ah? then she say she forgot her name le...hahaha...nonsense...but maybe because of wad i wore today ba...or maybe she has mistaken le...lolz

erm i tink i can forget abt getting in to NUS...guess wad...i hav nt submitted the relevant documents to the admission office til nw...the dateline was yesterday...im stil waiting for my stage 1a result slip to be posted to me...and i only get to noe tt birth cert is required at the last min...hai...suan le..juz post everything when i get hold of the result slip ba...

alrite i tink this entry is long enough...wanted to blog more...but...i tink i'll do it another time...jia you my frenz for ur examinations :)

2006-02-18T02:41:00.000+08:00

hello...hav nt been blogging for abt one mth le...im sori...anyway, hope everyone's doing fine :)

erm, had fyp presentation last week...i think it was quite ok...both lecturers and our client were satisfied wif it, juz tt we hafta do some more editing in certain areas...

well, recruit express has helped me found a temporary job...working in TNT Express at changi south nw...company transportation is provided...hmm there's no canteen in the company...hence there's company transportation to other places for lunch everyday...eating place for mon is at changi airport..tue and thur in simei...and wed and fri in bedok...haha...weird hor...but it's gd to go out of the building after working for the whole morning in the air-conditioned office...basically im helping the HR administrator in some admin work...this job is gona be a short one...contract ends at the end of this month..then probably gona change to another long term job...

okie, met up wif dum dum organisation for a bbq session last night...holly and pl waited for me at JE for quite a long time...they were already there when i was at tanah merah...lolz..so sori...

then we took a bus to hillview ave...the bbq place was at hillview heights condo...waited veri long for the bus...then tt faiming told us to alight after abt 5 stops...but when we looked at the bus map, we had to take at least abt 7 stops to reach the place...the bus was crowded...and we couldn't see the buildings outside clearly as it was dark...so pl was counting the no of bus stops we have passed...lolz..then we dropped off at a particular stop...thinking tt we might hav reached the place...however, it's nt the right place...it's juz the beginning of a long hillview ave...so we walked...walked...walked and walked...there were abt 6 condo wif the starting name associating wif "hillview" along the whole stretch of hillview ave...Hillview Regency, Hillview Mansion, Hillview Green, Hillvista etc...but there wasn't any Hillview Heights!

so, we decided to ask the "first" security guard for the night for directions...and he directed...but hor, the exact location was so far away frm where we dropped off the bus...oh my god...walked and walked...all in all we asked abt 4 security guards, 3 taxi drivers and 1 passer-by for directions...dotz..

in the end, we reached the place...let me tell u...it's definitely more than 7 bus stops..the walking distance was long...and 3 of us were so hungry after tt...esther and christina took cab loh...haha...i guess it's the first time there for everyone except faiming...but he couldn't giv proper directions de..so it's kind of tough for us...and it's dark leh..we reached there at abt 8.30pm loh...gosh...

hmm, it was full attendance for dum dum organisation yesterday...haha gd job...but the food wasn't veri nice...oops..haha...cuz alot were burnt...erm left the place at abt 11pm...

2006-02-17T13:27:00.000+08:00

well.. i am asked to blog~ haa!!!
hmm..
what to blog leh..
well...
Leng is working nw..
at TNT company...
as for me..
goin to have exams soon lo..
haiz..................
and tat means Leng they all will graduate le...
and i will be alone stuck in SP!!!
haiz...
after my exam..
i will be workin at Coffee Club..
HarbourFront branch..
for attachment lo..
ya...
so duno whether can go CO anot..
haiz..
shall see how..
den Gek Poh goin have performance again..
what the heck la..
so sian...
haiz..
den me and Xinjie got to think what songs we want...
whatever la..
haa!!!!
well..
i nv go for my Gems test today..
haiz..
coz i 1pm den wake up..
go oso fail.. nv go oso fail..
must as well dun go la.
but den. i still nid go sch..
take photo!! stupid...
nobody help me take lo
whatever..
nothing to blog le la!!! haa!!! Leng.. i change skin for u..
den u blog k!! haa!

2006-01-23T00:04:00.000+08:00

ok..quite a long day for me yesterday...

erm...woke up in the late morning...then mother nagged at me for sleeping late at night and waking up late on the following day...hai...had breakfast cum lunch...then went out wif my mother to buy some stuff...alrite it's nt some stuff...it's a lot of things...and we r giving most of them to relatives...

then came home...my parents went out to attend a talk on some health thingy...i stayed at home and did some stuff...after tt i took the MRT to kovan to meet them and we went to my aunty's house for steamboat...early reunion dinner...this aunty of mine is the mother of my mother's god-daughter...

reached there...saw mavis jie jie, robin and david kor kor...mavis jiejie's kids were making a mess during the steamboat session...lolz...they had rice wif syrup...lolz...erm robin kor kor's wife is pregnant...due nxt week ba...i din eat much...dunno y...maybe i juz had steamboat the day before...

after tt, we set off to my godmother's house...we gave her some CNY cookies etc..my parents chit chat wif her and her husband...then i played wif her grand-daughter...haha...hmm then i talked to pearlyn (my godmother's daughter) and her two kids over the fone...i tink i'll be seeing everyone when i go bai nian this weekend...

ok..then we went home after tt...i rest for awhile...then carried my lappy and took MRT to jurong east...met my FYP grp mates at abt 9.30pm...saw the administration part of the proj...left wif the front end and documentation nw...and of course stil hav CRM proj to settle...then i asked zheming when's our presentation for FYP....and he told me 8th Feb?! wa, then i "huh" so loudly in the Mac...lolz...cuz...i heard tt it's on the 1st week of feb..then he said i mixed it up wif CRM presentation date...dotz...i stil tink im right leh...nvm ask my lecturer on mon...if nt hor, i'll hav prob going for the star cruise thingy le... :(

alrite...i tink i gona hav alot of steamboat sessions for the month of jan 2006...i already had 3 or 4 before CNY...wad's gona happen this weekend?? oh my god...

gona meet corene on tue...ordered some CNY cookies frm her...her aunty made them de...so gona collect frm her on tue...

2006-01-15T23:02:00.000+08:00

quite a long day today...hmm...starting frm morning...i woke up at 5.25am...had breakfast at 6am...and left the house at abt 6.25pm...reached sch at abt 6.50am...somewhere there...can't rem...

then we set off for the SRRR performance held at clarke quay annually...hmm...several Yr1 spco members took turns and conducted at the beginning...well the main purpose was to select a new student conductor to replace me...it was quite a fun time at tt point...lolz...im sori if we had frightened or embarrassed any of the potential student conductors earlier in the late morning...cuz we din inform anyone abt this trial beforehand...erm dun hafta take it seriously...juz hav fun for the day...but of course, if at any point whereby u r reali selected, u gotta be serious...

hmm...we played at least 20 songs...repeated a no of songs too...some of the SAA staff who came to us and "say hello" included mr liew beng keong, mr tan chin chye, ms hope, mr david and ms anna...and of course, nt forgetting the president of the life art society which spco had a joint performance wif in last aug, mr tan kim ser...he came and said hello too...and we played two songs for him...haha main purpose behind it was to try and get sponsorship for spco's upcoming taiwan overseas exchange programme...veri direct hor...lolz...but i tink ms anna is more direct than me...hehe...oh ya he oso donated $100 to the orchestra on the spot...haha

we started packing at abt 1pm...reached sch at abt 1.30pm ba....then had lunch at jurong east interchange area...nothing much for me to do for the rest of the day...so i went to s'pore soka association arts and culture centre at boon lay wif vic they all for co pract...erm, i tell u hor...it was my 1st time there today, 1st time goin to a washroom in a building without my shoes...(other than my own home or ppl's home or chalet or hotel etc)...and oso 1st time playing erhu during orchestral pract without my shoes...cuz cannot wear them in those areas...dunno...eh actuali nothing big...but im juz nt used to it...my first time somemore...interesting...

the pract was ok...but to me, it lacks a grp feeling...it's juz like i play my stuff and u play ur thing...almost the same feeling as yew tee cc initially...but then, i got the grp feeling gradually for yew tee cc...well maybe it applies the same for soka...dunno...nt helping them to perform anyway...erm saw abt 2 spco alumni there ba...nt veri sure if it's 2 or 3...nvm...but spco guests players r pretty welcomed by them...someone there thanked spco in front of everybody somemore...interesting...

ok, had dinner at jurong point after tt...then went back to SP cuz xz, kx and jon wana take their bags...then, we realised our club room has been invaded by red ants! oh my god...kx alone pressed and killed 20 over ants...there were ants on the walls, racks where we put our bags and scores...computer table area...conductor stand...cartons...etc..Gosh...disgusting leh...better do something abt it asap...

alrite i tink tt's abt all for today...dun wish to elab too much..tired le...gd night :)

2006-01-13T23:52:00.000+08:00

hmm...din attend the morning lecture today...overslept...then went for the CRM tutorial...after tt, i went to club room to meet vic...supposed to acc vic home today...but in the end didnt cuz went out wif xz and kx...

erm, while waiting for xz to finish her work...we watched the pop concert vcd...the quality is bad...but nvm...stil able to listen to it...hai...cannot find my scores...should hav put them in a file..but if im nt wrong, i put them in a plastic transparent pocket...alrite nvm...shall search at home for the scores tt r required for sun's performance...

then met xz...we (xz, kx, vic and i) went to bugis...had steamboat..it was quite fun during the steamboat session...hmm nt much choices for the food...but the soup was ok..ate quite a lot of wantons...haha...erm chit chat here and there too...nt bad :)

oh, then we went to bugis street to shop...and then...Oo lah lah...vic and i saw Shi Xin Hui! yeah..thanks to vic...cuz she saw her first de...hmm wei chong and wei jian were wif xin hui too...nice to see her there...though she's nt my idol...i quite like her singing...anyway, hope she'll hav further advancements in her singing career...all the best...looking forward to her debut album :)

hmm then continued shopping...xz was trying to buy new clothes for kx...and then we spent quite some time in a shop selecting spects for kx...i tink the one tt kx bought looks gd...we shall wait for his "new look"...lolz

might be out to apply for internet service tmr...see hw...haven't reali confirmed on which one i wan...

2006-01-12T09:45:00.000+08:00

ok.. here i am to update.. frankly speakin.. i oso duno what to blog la!!!

okok.. never mind.. shall at least blog somethings!!!

yeah!!!!

finally SPCO POP concert is over..

though everything turns out to be not what i wanted for publications..

but what can i say..

i cant say is others fault..

its juz mine for not pestering them to do them..

ended up..

i have to clear the mess and finish them up ya...

i am NOT grumbling abt them but just dun understand some things..

suan le...

haiz...

since its over..

so suan le..

the sales might not be gd..

but we earn quite a lot....

well..

thats becoz of those money thats being absorbed by our officer and payin by saa...

whatever..

some can just leave SPCO at the crisis and come back and claim all the glory when SPCO achieved somethings..

without doin anything.. or perhaps have jus contributed juz some troubles instead ya..

and they can be back and claim that they are frm SPCO and get the glory..

or rather some are doin funny things behind ppl's back and try hard to pull SPCO down...

dotx...

or rather some other can do everything juz to help SPCO.. even if that means sacrificin their slp..

or even their financial..they care nth abt their own welfare and give all out for SPCO..

they are indeed those that deserve my deepest respect.. even alumnis.. even though some might be irritating..

but their heart is still with SPCO.. perhaps its the bondage or rather their love for that particular CO... their love for CO music is so great that they can care nth more and help in every area.. thats why i always thought, if u realli love CO music.. u will nt just leave a CO or leave them at a time of difficulties juz like that..

thats unconditional love...

some are just loving it just for the seek of loving it..

some are just loving it simply coz they love it deeply..

some have no choice but just to get CCA pts.. so they have to be there..

haiz...

human hearts are selfish..

this i understand..

but what i dun understand is why ppl can just become so out of the world and so self centered..

perhaps in their world are just,

I, ME and MYSELF..

what a small world..

what a pathetic world..

what a selfish world..

haiz...

okok..

before i lead another "someone" into an arguement coz of my this blog...

i shld put a stop...

however..

like what i always say..

this is OUR blog..

MINE AND LENG!

we have the rights to say things..

i might be harsh in tones..

but what have causes all these..

seriously i think that those that have brought me to this state shld be those that shud their mouth up...

i can be jokin 1 moment and yet the next moodswing..

none of these have happen to me before when i was still not in this place..

but all these have come and settled in me..

i can blame no one but just myself for trusting the wrong lot of ppl..

just some bed time stories~

2006-01-11T23:54:00.000+08:00

hello...juz reached home nt long ago...hmm...met fulvia in the train when i was on my way to sch in the late morning...then we chit chat...and got to noe tt she'll be going to bangkok wif a grp of frenz at the end of feb...tt's fun...gd for her :)

reached business blk at noon...my class rep told us the post-ITP seminar gona start at 12nn...but we only began to enter the MLT at abt 12.30pm...i tink the class rep told us the wrong time loh...nvm...then met yuru b4 tt...tok to her 4 awhile...and she told me something funny...lolz

the seminar was a short one...and i realised tt my supervisor din stamp the company thingy on a particular page of my log book...oh my god...wonder if my LO wld call me cuz of this matter...uh oh tt means i might hafta make a trip down to hello! @ Bugis...hai...lazy sia...

after tt, a lecturer frm SMU SIS gave a talk on the programmes which SMU SIS offers and its admissions matters...the presentation was ok in the beginning...but it became dull gradually...dunno y...i tink it's the way he presented it...and the content...shld change to something which might attract our attention more...he kept on telling us abt their internship programmes etc...anyway the whole thing lasted for abt 2hrs...

hmm, then had lunch wif my classmates at FC6...i hav nt eaten in FC6 for quite some time le...then had a short proj meeting after tt...was discussing the CRM proj...

went to SAA wif vic to meet up wif mr david, mr ng frm Dun Huang and a lady frm tour agency to tok abt the taiwan trip in sept...actuali the figure is ok for a 8-day trip...but the 4-digit figure alone is a prob...wonder if my parents wil allow...and i wonder if time permits...cuz i'll be either working or studying at tt time...dunno...see hw...

then went for sectional pract for awhile...then went to FC4 for dinner wif xz they all...vic left me wor...:p

haha, during the dinner, pl kept telling me story abt our fren...cuz i was curious...then in the end she couldn't finish her food...lolz...sorry...

as for the orchestral pract tonight...i was playing erhu...dotz...nt used to it loh...hav nt been using erhu to play orchestral pieces for abt half a yr le...hai...oh especially when we were practising songs like Tian Shan Sheng Hui and Huang Tu Qin...gosh...i was kind of slow...cuz i use gaohu to play these songs in the past...then nw hafta change...although it's more or less the same...but...i need time to adjust de...slow right...haha it's ok, i admit..but seriously, i tink i tui bu le...hafta jia you liao...

oh ya...esther sms me when i was walking home...kind of surprised to receive her sms...cuz she bu li wo for a veri long time le...anyway, it's gd to see her msg...i guess i hafta make use of this opportunity to "patch" things up...both of us used to be veri close...but nt nw...so...ya...all the best :)

haha nt forgetting something, congrats FM! Hehe, jia you ah, all the best ;) erh i noe u wun be reading this...but stil...i wana congratulate u...lolz

2006-01-10T02:14:00.000+08:00

duno what is tat woman doin.

took so long to blog!!

oh my god!! haa!!!

so slpy!!!!

2006-01-10T01:19:00.000+08:00

wa yesterday hor...i tink i was a blur sotong...i left my house at abt 12.40pm...it was raining..so i took the sheltered way to the bus stop...i was late for sch by tt time le...thus i was walking fast...then i reached dover station at abt 1.40pm...i saw abt 4 of my course mates...i started to tok to nyuk kim...and said tt we were late for our ITP seminar...then she looked at me and asked, "huh? wad ITP seminar?? im in sch today for proj leh"...dotz...then i was like, "wad?? the seminar nt today meh??" then i called fulvia to ask her...and in the end i realised tt the post-ITP seminar is on wed!! oh my god...wonder y i rem the wrong date...and i din confirm wif my grp mates on this matter when we were doing proj...so blur loh...luckily i had to meet vic, kx and xz in the late afternn..if nt, i'll be going to sch for nothing...

erm, then i had lunch wif vic at FC2...and went to club room after tt...read a SCO programme book...walked around the club room...browsed thru some of the scores...and sat down in front of the com...soon after, zhiming walked into the room...and then we started playing games...later on, william, kaixian, jolyn, li hua, vic, xueqi came to club room...chit chat for awhile...

hmm, went to watch Moonlight in Tokyo at suntec wif vic, xz and kx..quite a funny show...but ex..lolz...then hor...kx they all spent 20 over dollars on small little ang kong in the arcade loh...oh my god...keep trying and trying...but stil fail to make the thing drop...im lazy to describe the game nw...haha...anyway, ya...keep on trying but stil cannot...then vic was wearing the spco jacket...and she kept covering the club logo...haha...in the end she took off the jacket...she too hot liao...haha...so many ppl were watching us...we occupied the machine for abt 45min...so diu lian...haha...erh u all noe wad m i toking abt mah? im reali lazy to describe the game nw...sori..lolz..

okie, went to the glutton's sq at esplanade for dinner...or perhaps supper? haha dunno...cuz we did eat chicken, sushi, pudding and drank water in the cinema earlier on..but we were hungry after the arcade thingy...so decided to go and eat...ate hokkien prawn noodle...bbq stingray...sotong...

was quite late when we finished eating le...xz, kx and i managed to take the last train home...but vic couldn't...so she took taxi home...kind of guilty...sori..

oh ya...i wana continue watching Da Chang Jin leh...helen is stil holding on to the last disc..and im lazy to go to bugis to take frm her...hai...alrite shall contact her and see if she's working on wed...then maybe can go and take it frm her before goin for co...

erm, dun tink wil be goin out today...wil be doing proj at home ba...

happy hari raya haji ;)

2006-01-08T14:22:00.000+08:00

I was involved in the pop concert yesterday...i woke up late and din manage to help to move the instruments frm audition room to convention centre in the morning...im sori...there were nt many ppl in the convention centre when i reached at abt 11am...then we began to trouble over the platforms and the arrangement...blah blah here and there...

then began to test the mic...mr lee wasn't there during the sound test...so i juz helped out by conducting a few songs to test it...we tested out the vocalists too...blah blah here and there...

i was quite affected by something yesterday...no one in co has ever done tt to me so far...suan le..but bear in mind tt i wasn't the in charge yesterday, i shld be sitting down and play my instru instead...nvm...juz grumbling here...

the performance was ok...but i tink the ticket sales were nt veri gd..it's ok..alrite shall move out of the concert topic nw...

hmm, went to geylang for smelly beancurd and tau huay after performance last night...seems like our usual hang out le...lolz...oh we hav "new frenz" joining us for eating yesterday...haha...they are basically shimin, yuru, jiaxuan and kuiyu...then all of us took cab home...luckily it was drizzling last night...if nt cy wil ask me to walk home frm geylang...erh nt i dun like to walk...but was kind of tired le...nxt time then walk ba...took cab wif cy and zhiming...

woke up this morning...then dunno y i was thinking abt some matters...was pondering and then i suddenly tot of something...oh man..hw could i possibly be thinking of tt...nvm..

gona hav a post-ITP seminar tmr...i tink hafta meet up wif proj grp and randy too...might be watching movie too...see hw..

wil be staying at home for the whole day today...nice weather to be at home :)

2006-01-05T23:55:00.000+08:00

oh my god...today is the first time i left SAA at 9.30PM....:( Was trying to settle the SPCO pop concert booklet wif ms anna and mr david...vic, pl and cy were there too...reali thank ms anna alot for her help...

hmm, went to hello! @ Bugis in the afternn...got back my log book frm supervisor...he gave me an A..thanks alot.. :) oh chat awhile wif susanna and sam...kind of miss the ppl there...susanna gona work on sat...so she cannot come and watch the pop concert..too bad..

then went to SP to find vic...wanted to help her wif some concert preparations...cuz i realised alot of things hav nt been done...too last min le...

fortunately, ms anna helped us wif the printing of booklets due to time constraint...we stayed in SAA frm abt 5pm til 9.30pm...broke my record loh..

mother, sorry to keep u waiting...erm she bought nasi lemak, rice wif egg and veg, rojak and satay for dinner...but i reached home at abt 10.40pm...then she doesn't wan me to eat the nasi lemak le..kept for too long...in the end we threw it away...it's ok..anyway i had the rice wif egg and vege, some rojak and satay...

vic ah vic, i oredi told u some of the things tt u shld take note of regarding the concert...dunno remind u hw many times le...remind til i tink im naggy liao...lolz...rem to go and do leh...

alrite gona hav lessons tmr...hafta meet LO too...

2006-01-04T01:52:00.000+08:00

oh man.. veri long never blog here le..

coz realli duno what to blog..

coz i have a blog myself..

couldnt bloggin both the same things ma.

haa!!!~

okok..

anyway...

shall come here and make some noise..

or rather juz come here and tell a note to my dear friend...

my dear friend..

2005 have past...

2006 have juz arrived..

though merely just 3 days of 2006..

but ur feelings have been juz like a rollar coaster..

goin up and down again..

though i might not know how sad u are..

but i definately know the feeling of that...

indeed a decision have to be made...

to either put a fullstop to what is supposed to happen..

or a comma to continue with what is supposed to happen..

though the few of us might few sad abt what had happen..

but dont ever think that its ur fault..

u have not given up...

it the other person that have given up..

none of us have expected this outcome..

nevertheless...

we love u for who u are..

and we still love u..

not just love u..

but we love u even more!!

jiayou!!!~

Leng, We Love You.....!!!!

a note for the other person...

" yes.. u have ur reason in giving up.. but remember.. a decision made have to be consider properly..

the decision u made.. nt just affect u.. but it affect the other party too.. if u have not yet be ready for anything liydat den in the first place u shld put a stop to all those mind games that the 2 of u have been playing..

yesh.. u might be the one who is sad too.. but always remember.. in this kind of relationship.. it is always the gal that is hurt even more.. no matter hw strong a gal can be emotionally.. the gal will still be hurt.. if u realli love her.. i dont think u will learn hw to hurt her.. but nw.. u have hurted her.. truely.. i am upset.. coz i have placed her into someone's hand.. someone who dont even know how to protect her... i am totally disappointed... thats all i wanna say... friends are forever... but once the pure friendship is being changed... it can never be as pure as it is anymore... take tis as a lesson.. learn how to love urself before loving some other ppl.. take care my friend..."

2006-01-04T01:03:00.000+08:00

hi, hav nt been blogging for abt 3 weeks le...shall make a brief write up nw...

i've completed my attachment finally...was wif SingTel for abt 3 months..quite long to me...gd exposure..hmm...spent christmas wif spco members...had fun..

after tt, i went to malaysia wif a few frenz whom i've met during the "1st 3 months" in SRJC..went to genting and KL...nt too bad...walked alot..had a nice time wif them :)

hmm, i din manage to attend the spco music camp due to the malaysia trip...im sori...but..i guess u guys had fun there...anyway, gd job to the comm members :)

it was a negative start of a brand new yr for me...i was at home on the eve and missed the fireworks...well from another perspective, i was wif my parents...hav nt been at home on the eve for the past 3 yrs i tink...anyway, had a little countdown wif a few frenz when i was online...

regarding tt matter, i dun reali wish to mention much abt it here...all i can say is, i'll respect ur decision...

ok, to the ppl out there who r having semestral tests nw, all the best ;)

gona hav performance tmr...scary leh...so scared...sad case...shall shun qi zi ran...hope everything wil turn out fine..

< The first step to getting the things you want out of life is this: Decide what you want. >

2005-12-17T22:35:00.000+08:00

oh..hav nt been blogging for a no of days...i shall juz try and recall wad i did...

hmm...was working on wed...then went for co...the CLS ppl sang...siewping and pl sang too...haha..i tink spco members r better in singing...oops..but anyway, jia you siewping and pl! jia you :)

eh working on thur too...can't rem much on wad i did...oh i rem i saw angeline...lolz...as for fri...went to sch..managed to attend morning lecture...then met up wif vic and had lunch at fc3...as usual, i had grilled fish meal frm waffletown...uncle's last day le..gona miss the uncle and the food...all the best uncle :) oh ya..kind of feeling stress lately...all thanks to fyp presentation in early jan and crm proj...kaoz..time is running short man...slightly more than 2 weeks to jan?? and im goin to malaysia...dotz...hw to do liddat...reali hafta focus on them after itp...anyway we r prepared for tt...cuz we reali can't do much during itp due to the retail hrs...all the best :)

oh ya..i went to century sq for a walk after lesson on fri...then i saw a adidas sling bag...black colour...has a leather feel...selling at $75...i was attracted to it and wanted to buy...was hesitating in the shop for quite some time...but i din buy it in the end...cuz it was the last piece and i found some "dirt" on the bag...sad case...i keep thinking abt the bag when i was walking home..suan le...nt tt desperate anyway...(consoling myself)

as for today, hafta work...hmm...then i had lunch wif edlyn and helen at a eating place which i've nt been b4...edlyn brought us there...it's a shop selling nasi lemak and zha cai fan...interesting...then we were chatting and eating....edlyn and helen keep toking abt pregnancy stuff...cuz edlyn is pregnant mah...then helen has given birth le...so they r sharing some experiences wif each other...wa...the stuff tt they say...makes me dun wana give birth liao...so xin ku...but i did learn certain things frm them...interesting...erm well part of womens' "duty" is to give birth...wad to do...lolz...anyway i like kids...so i shldn't be afraid of pregnancy and giving birth...face the reality ba...if nt, dun be a woman lah..

hmm, then went back to work...quite a busy day...alot of customers...saw a no of ppl today too...keng hung, gerlyn, xingzuan, peile, esther and faiming...something liddat...then sara suddenly stood beside me wif a bag...and asked me to choose one paper frm a bag of papers..haha...tt was the christmas gift exchange thing for the christmas party on the coming fri night...each of us is suppose to pick someone by luck and buy a present for tt person...guess whom i've chosen? haha eh i dun tink any of the singtel staff gona read my blog anyway...so i juz put it here...well i chose edlyn! haha..surprise..surprise...eh i wonder who has picked me...lolz

hey, the working schedule for nxt week is out! i gona off on mon, work on tue and wed...my last day suppose to be 22nd..thur...but sara giv me off on tt day wor...so my last day wil be wed! so in short, 3 more working days including tmr! cool man..suddenly i love sara...haha...but hor...gona finish work at 8.30pm on wed...then if i go co...only can pract for awhile...nt much time for me to pract le...cuz im unable to attend the practices during music camp...so i wld wana attend the pract on wed...well...shall try and request tmr...request to work for a longer time on tue loh...then wed maybe can leave earlier...but if tt's the case, then it'll be full shift on tue leh...hai...see hw...shall consider again...

gona work tmr...hope to hav a nice day :)

2005-12-13T22:59:00.000+08:00

it's my off day today...hmm...was woken up by vic in the morning...haha but thanks to her..if nt i'll be slping til noon..

hmm, had breakfast after washing up...then browsed thru the papers..din reali read them..bathed after tt...went to bedok interchange to deposit a cheque and help father to buy some medication...long term medication for high blood pressure...for this case, he has to consume one tablet everyday to stabilise the condition...he has been taking them for a number of years le...there was a period of time where i keep asking my parents if there's a possibility of me getting it...cuz i tot this kind of thing is inheritable..haha then they say im toking rubbish and tinking too much...lolz

toking abt my parents...erm one of my colleagues, edlyn, she's pregnant nw...then the other time she told us pregnancy was no fun...she gets nauseous daily...nothing strange abt this cuz it's normal to feel nauseous and uncomfortable during pregnancy period...but hor, she say hw unwell u'll feel sometimes depends on wad ur mother has gone thru in the past when she's carrying u...something like it's inheritable too...reali meh?? dunno...then i went home and asked my mother...she say it all depends...no definite ans de...then she say y m i asking funny qns lately...haha..erm curious and worried ba..lolz

oh ya back to wad i did today...ok so i went home after walking around bedok interchange...had lunch...b4 tt...vic told me abt anna asking me to attend some feedback session or forum thingy on fri...but was hesitating...cuz it's friday leh..my rest day...then i think vic has told her im nt free ba...haha..like veri bad hor..but seriously if anna reali need me to attend, then i'll go de...see hw..

then i went to slp for awhile...and i had a bad dream...dunno hw to describe everything here...in short, i cause my father to lose our car...something liddat...so scary..

jumped off frm bed after the bad dream...had dinner..then watched tv...and here i am...

oh btw, branch manager told us there'll be a small christmas party in the shop nxt fri..intern students r invited too...food and games...gifts exchange...sounds fun...but i dunno if im goin...see hw...i tink co has something on too...

okie..gotta work tmr...hav co after tt...cya

2005-12-12T22:42:00.000+08:00

failed to blog for the past few days...tired and a little lazy ba...

erm, i shall recall back a little...hmm, had dinner wif sophie, susanna and xiao bei bao last thursday...haha..sophie cooked for us...so salty...im nt used to it at all...then i keep eating the rice and vegetables...dare nt drink the soup and eat the pork ribs...the food isn't awful...it's juz tt we hav different likings ba...sophie claimed tt's the taste tt u'll usually get in shanghai...alrite i hav nt been there b4..so...can't comment much...reali salty...then bw came later...we went to buy tau huay for everyone...then ate in the living room...chatting...left at abt 9pm...then we went to tour orchard again...tt's abt all for thur ba...

was working on both sat and sun...mr quek ling kiong came to the shop wor...i managed to tok to him for abt 5min...he's a nice person...actuali im nt in a veri gd mood on sat...but the sight of him brightened my day...lolz..hmm then i began to watch the 2nd disc for Da Chang Jin...finished the whole of 7 episodes within one night...slept at abt 4am...

then...alot of customers on sun loh...wa...tiring...but...it's gd for the shop...the branch manager thanked everyone for the hard work for both sat and sun...sales were quite gd..no commission for me leh...haha nvm...hmm then spent some time wif vic too...acc her to fei tian to get quotations during my break...met bw after work..heard a sad story frm him...then ate tau huay at hm...

as for today...gotta work too...branch manager told us there's gona be a small christmas party in the shop nxt week..haha sounds fun...dunno if im attending it...see hw ba...erm...my LO(edwin) came this afternn...chatted awhile...signed the log book too...then patrick told me edwin lim is quite yan dao...haha...i was laughing...hmm had lunch wif vic...then went to karl heng to get quotations...back to work after tt...

it's my off day tmr...need to go to the bank...need to do some tutorials too...no further plans for the time being...see hw ba...

2005-12-08T01:56:00.000+08:00

hmm...alrite all the following are abt wednesday...nt thur though it's 2am nw...dowana keep repeating the word yesterday...lolz

erm had a shop meeting at 9am wif all the colleagues and managers in the morning...had some feedback session...and the business manager told us some changes in the top management and shared certain cases wif us...i benefited frm the meeting though i was juz there to listen...the way irene expresses herself...the way she carried out the meeting...the way she portrays herself...i guess all these r able to let me learn some management skills...nt bad...

hmm...then had lunch wif sophie again for today...there was a blackout in the coffeshop when we were eating halfway thru...dotz...but we continued eating and chatting...haha...oso dun care much...anyway the prob was solved within minutes...small prob...

after lunch, i dragged sophie along wif me to order a birthday cake for vic...then came across this heart-shaped cake which we find it presentable...it's able to show my relationship wif vic mah...haha..alrite...erm...i've nt eaten tt particular cake b4 so i was kind of afraid tt it'll nt taste nice...but in the end, i decided to juz buy the cake...paid the money on the spot...

ok then went back to work...began to communicate better wif sam nw...he shared some of his experiences in SIM wif me...nt bad...then saw his hp...new samsung model loh...hmm his gf is quite beautiful wor....lolz

i left the shop at abt 7.45pm...i walked to the washroom...intending to change...but hor, i forgot to punch out my card and hafta walk back to the shop to punch it...haiyo...keep forgetting to punch card de...i tink it's the 4th or 5th time le...

then i went to buy the emily bag...it's a birthday gift for vic...then went to collect the cake after tt...so many barang barang...haha...erm then took the train to SP...went for co practice...saw yuru...so nice to see her...hasn't been seeing her for quite some time... :)

hmm, then everyone sang bdae song for vic and pei zhen...it was pei zhen's bdae too...then cut the cake...had some photo taking...quite fun...

after tt, we went to geylang to eat chou tou fu and tau huay...we were kind of planning to go eski bar initially...but...majority dun reali wana go so we went to geylang in the end...once again, we had chou tou fu and tau huay wif almost the same grp of ppl for the other time...but i din eat the chou tou fu lah...i ate tau huay...i had the cold one for this time round...but hot tau huay is stil nicer..

then, chao yong and i decided to walk for awhile b4 taking the cab...but in the end, we walked til kembangan...it was raining when we were abt 200m away frm kembangan station...we walked in the rain for awhile and rested at a bus stop...we took a cab home after tt...

chao yong alighted b4 me...i told the uncle to drop me at the shelter area near my blk...then he said he'll wait there til he see me walk to the lift...so nice of him...nice..

alrite i guess tt's abt all ba...gotta do assignment later in the day... and wil be goin out too...

cya ;)

2005-12-07T00:26:00.000+08:00

gotta work today...hmm...had lunch wif spohie...haha she's inviting me to her place for dinner on thur night...she'll be cooking wor...so nice of her...she stil ask wad wld i like to eat...then we were discussing...but in the end, she decided to prepare a pork rib soup...and vegetables...and dumplings ba...can't rem...then i said i shall buy tau huay for dessert for everyone...lolz

erm, then went to mac...she had her ice cream cone...went back to work after tt...soon after, i went to the toilet...when i came out, i heard shoutings...and ppl were all looking at one direction...as if there's a show or something...then i saw sophie...i wanted to call her but she was faraway frm me...anyway dun feel like kpo'ing so i returned to the shop...

i was at the cashier area...then sophie walked towards me...then i asked her wad happened...she told me she witnessed a daylight robbery...no wonder lah...then hor...sophie keep saying tt s'pore is no longer a country safe frm crimes in her heart after today's dramatic scene...keep saying and saying...then i was kind of pissed le...lolz...then i argued back...she keep saying my country loh...the feeling wasn't nice...but...we began to joke lah...nt reali an argument...then helen joined in too...so funny lah...it was like Two Chinese Vs One Singaporean...lolz

hmm...continued working...then came closing...my manager cum supervisor asked me to count the cards...but b4 tt...i was in the office...waiting for him to help me settle something...then dunno y my backside knocked onto a cup of coffee and i spilled the cup of coffee onto office carpeted floor! kaoz...so suay...but i din kena much...only a little on my pants...then i keep saying sorry to my manager....so guilty...cuz he hafta clean up the mess done by me... :(

then continued to do the closing work...left the shop at abt 10.50pm...

alrite...gona attend a shop meeting tmr at 9am...meaning i hafta wake up early...hai...

Happy Birthday Vic! Best wishes to you :) Stay happy always :)

2005-12-05T23:24:00.000+08:00

hi...erm juz reached home nt long ago...it's my off day today...

hmm, woke up at 11plus...had breakfast...browsed thru the papers...then began to watch Da Chang Jin dvd wif my father...he oso off today...then mr edwin lim(my LO) sms me when i was watching the show...i guess he wanted to visit me today...but i wasn't working...anyway i told him abt my pay thing...he said tt the other 3 attachment students to singtel r sort of in the same situation as me...well...i tink he's gona speak to my manager sooner or later...we shall see then...

okie then my father managed to finish watching disc 1 today...finally...shall return the disc to helen tmr and request for another disc...hehe

erm, then i continued wif my log book...went online...began to do my CRM assignment...but din do much on it...cuz i wanted a more interesting scenario...but can't reali think of one...anyone able to giv me a gd plot?

then chatted wif fulvia and esther for awhile...listened to some songs...then i went out at abt 5pm...met bw at orchard...had dinner at the new eating place in wisma...we ate the hokkien prawn mee and cha kuay teow...nt bad leh...hmm...then walked to ngee ann city...cuz i wanted to visit the new teleshop...the shop wasn't veri big...but it has a different shop concept frm the rest...we were looking at the fones...then he came across motorola L6(if im wrong)..it's a veri slim fone...hmm then walked for awhile in ngee ann city loh...

okie, next...we walked to far east...shopping...before reaching the place, we saw steven lim...yucks...haha

after far east, we walked to bugis...b4 tt...walked past paragon...then i asked him to show me the ice-cream shop tt he and li fang r working in...hmm then went to the shop...in the end we bought the ice cream...haha the lady there gav alot...like ice kachang liddat...haha...so nice of her...erm had tiramisu and strawberry flavour de...then walked around...eating...then went to M1 for awhile only...

then we continued walking...heading to PS....then to peace centre...then went to the rochor tau huay stall which he often patronize and buy tau huay for me if im working...erm then we drank soya bean milk...dowana eat tau huay cuz juz ate ice cream...

ok..then continued walking to bugis...walked past hello shop...but din go in...then we went shopping again...after tt...i decided to walk in to hello shop to tok to susanna cuz she's goin to be off for the next 5 days...gona miss her mah...so went in and chatted wif her for awhile...then saw sophie...she's finally back frm china...but hor...i tink bw kena chicken flu frm her...haha..

hmm...then we walked to bugis village...went to the shops on the second level...

after tt dunno y we walked back to bugis junction...haha...then went to seiyu...walked for quite some time...

okie...then we took train to tanah merah...he keep sneezing...reali kena bird flu frm sophie...lolz...stil wana complain to someone some more... :p

ok tt's abt all ba...gona work tmr le...hope to hav a nice day :)

2005-12-04T16:16:00.000+08:00

uh oh...i realise i hav nt been blogging for 1 week le...and vic keep asking me to blog...haha..oh ya my parents r having karaoke session nw...lolz...and i've just updated my log book for nov few min ago...so..alrite shall take a break and blog something nw...haha

erm, for the past few days...well as usual...gotta work...went for co practice...then in the workplace, the CSAs seem to be unsatisfied wif certain things...i guess the reason y they keep "grumbling" to me is tt i wun backstab and im not the permanent staff ba...heard alot of things...i told them to feedback but they claimed tt it's nt the right time to feedback nw...erm, maybe they wana secure the year end bonus...dunno..alrite..they r much more experienced and older than me so i tink they noe wad to do wif these...but hey, dun be mistaken after reading these...the managers and staff in the shop r nice..the working environment is pretty ok...perhaps it's just some favourtism or misunderstanding tt hav caused the discomfort in them ba...well, it's nt a big hoo-ha here...takes time to quiet things down...

hmm, working schedule is out for nxt week...off tmr, off on thur and sch on fri...swap the shift on wed wif tue...cuz it's vic's bdae on wed mah...and there's co too...so dowana work til late on wed...and both huei ting and ming zi keep asking me to bring them out...they r two funny primary sch girls tt i've met during the preparation period for the National Day Art Exhibition wif the Life Art Society...chatted wif them over the fone juz nw...they want me to treat both of them to watch Chicken Little...lolz..then i ask them can treat popcorn combo instead mah..haha..they oso wana go escape theme park...go punggol park...wa...wana do so many things...then i keep saying wait till my off day wait till my off day...haha...kind of bad hor...erm tmr see hw ba..

ok..let me see wad shld i do after blogging...hmm...gona hav dinner very soon...then gona touch up on my log book..cuz i hafta submit to manager for him to sign for the month of nov...late for a few days le..shldn't be a prob...then...gona watch news at 6.30pm...Star Awards at 7pm...then..go online...do some stuff...shall only decide wad to do tmr later in the night...

eh im hungry le..yeah mummy cooking today...the feeling of eating home-cooked food is pleasant...maybe i seldom get to eat home-cooked food ba...no one to cook for me in the day (unless i go godmother's house)...then sometimes i hafta work during weekends...so...liddat loh..

hmm, helen lent me Da Chang Jin dvd to watch last week wor...and so happen tt my father bought a dvd player on the day i got the dvd frm helen...the timing is so rite...then i dun hafta use lappy to watch...nicer to watch on tv screen...anyway i finished watching disc 1...waiting for her to lend me the rest...

haha...im singing and blogging at the same time nw...lolz...singing oldies...cuz my parents dun sing very new pop songs...

okie, wil be back soon :)

2005-11-28T22:12:00.000+08:00

okie..as usual...gotta work today...met john...an attachment student frm balestier ITE..he gona work for 2 months...welcome john :)

oh ya susanna failed to report to work today...din ans calls frm colleagues and managers...wonder wad happened to her...according to schedule, she's working tmr...so let's see if im able to see her tmr...hope she's alrite...

hmm..i had lunch wif vic in the afternn wor...hehe...we ate nasi lemak...drank orange milk shake...oh man...i dun reali like the orange milk shake...haha..but nvm...anyway vic, thanks for the lunch accompany :)

then went back to work after break..i helped helen alot today...spent quite some time at the cashier...but i dun do the cashier work lah..helped her to do some simple stuff to lighten her work load..she's the only cashier around for the whole day due to the absence of susanna...poor thing...i tink she din get to eat for the entire day...

hmm..i left the shop at 7.30pm...then went to buy ear piece for my hp...dun feel comfortable wif the current set..but when i was walking, my iPod slipped off my hand! kaoz. so upset abt it..

hey hey, today is the 4th month anniversay for me and vic wor. haha. i tot i wun be seeing her today due to work but she came leh...so nice...hmm...4th month le...thanks for the listening ear and ur accompany...u r a nice pal...birthday coming soon ah...think of a present! haha..think ah..if nt hor...dun giv u :p

xz, thanks for the sms...i hope so too...

okie, tt's abt all ba...but i noe i tend to forget this and tt...haha nvm...

Happy 4th month! ;)

2005-11-27T23:30:00.000+08:00

gotta work today...so called full shift...all the managers were around except corene...i felt abit odd when i stepped into the shop in the morning...cuz all the staff were wearing the white christmas shirt...and i wore the red shirt...they distributed the shirts on my off days...so i din get any...but i managed to change to the white shirt eventually...

hmm, then calvin came to take over the motorola promoter for abt an hr...calvin used to work part time in hello @ Bugis...haven't been seeing him for a month le...but after tt he went to starhub at PS...erm then i had lunch wif michelle...she's a promoter frm sony ericsson...well...she'll be flying to Bangkok tmr night...gona be away for a week..sounds fun...hmm maybe i shld start counting down to my malaysia trip...

then continued working...suddenly saw jasmine (classmate) at the counter...she was wif her mother purchasing a phone...chatted for awhile only...erm then saw another course mate...chatted for awhile too...

hmm then came closing...my favourite time ba...haha..dun hafta count cards tonight wor...cuz ivory and helen r around...enought helpers...and corene wasn't there too...so i managed to leave punctually at 9.30pm...lolz

erm, then walked around in bugis...waiting for bw...this time round, it was my turn to wait instead...lolz...met him at bugis station...he bought tau huay and soya bean milk.. :) okie, then took the train...saw hafiz...chatted on the way...

then he accompanied me to tanah merah station and went back to the west...kind of far...

sorry..can't meet for long tonight...and made u go home late again...anyway, thanks for the snacks again :)

2005-11-27T00:49:00.000+08:00

2005-11-26T22:51:00.000+08:00

yeah i am here to blog..

basically i am here coz i wan scold someone..

haa!!

u shld know who are u...

have been scolding tat person since duno when..

hey u!!!

can u be quick in ur action before she changes her mind?!!!

wah lauz eh..

u nt kan jiong..

ppl ard the 2 of u are kan jiong la!!!~

wah lauz!!!!!~

and make sure u dun bully her!!!

haaa!!

ok.

finish scolding..

bye!

2005-11-26T22:03:00.000+08:00

hi..erm..i haven been blogging for a few days le..dun reali noe wad to blog nw...

actuali, i was in a dilemna for the past few days...i dunno wad to do..i dun tink i'll jot them here...too personal...

thanks for all the things tt u've done recently..i appreciate them alot..i dunno wad to say nw...the past was deep...erm, dun overwork yourself...

alrite...shall not think abt it anymore..erm..had a perfomance yesterday..then went to eat wif SPCO ppl..had a nice time...especially the neo print part ba..lolz..erm, hopefully yesterday's outing is able to make me feel better...

but hor, vic has got herself a HONEY. *jealous*...hey xinjie, perhaps we shld proceed wif our "plan"...hehe

as for today...din go anywhere..it has been such a long time since i last stayed at home for the entire day...ate home cooked food too...i reali miss my mother's cooking...

received an email this morning too...it reali sets me thinking...alrite..

erm, i guess i've made a decision last thur...it was a tough one...

i hope i noe wad i wan nw..hav confidence in urself..if nt, it's tough..

Looking forward...

2005-11-24T11:10:00.000+08:00

leng ar..

why u never blog!!!

naughty gal..

haa!!!

lalalala...

Friday...

gonna be the day whereby u are able to conduct @ Convention Hall!!!!

haaa!!!~

excited leh!!!

haa!!!!

i goin watch Harry Potter with Xinjie they all on friday...~

hee!!!~

nth to blog oso...

everyday go sch...

so sian...

boring....

haa!!!~

hey..

u monday gt work?!?!!~ haa!!!

our 4th month hor!!!!

=a decision made have to be firm. what done can never be undone. why regret when things start to happen. dont live with any regrets in life!=

2005-11-22T02:45:00.000+08:00

sori...juz reached home nt long ago...

erm, started work at 1.30pm today...had a short briefing b4 tt...quite a busy day and hence time passes quite fast...had lunch wif Susanna at bugis village...we ate some japanese food...nt nice de...waste my money...it was a new stall...and Susanna wanted to try out...so we went there...i dun reali recommend it...

hmm..then went back to work...more ppl le...especially after 6pm...ppl r off frm work...actuali why there r more customers this evening is due the extension of the promotions...erm there was a SingTel roadshow at Ngee Ann City during the past weekends..and the response was quite gd..some ppl couldn't get to buy the fones...so they hav decided to extend the promotions to 4 shops today...bugis was one of them...and tt was y it was a busy day today...

then came closing...corene was the duty manager for closing tonight...as usual, i helped them to count and tally the cards and vouchers...the cards were pretty ok...but when it comes to the vouchers, it was a headache man...there were over 4oo vouchers for me to count...and the worse thing is tt they r nt in booklets of 10 and corene doesn't allow me to separate them...lolz...then can't be helped, hafta count one by one..in the end, suppose to hav 417 in total, but i counted 418...i hafta count everything again juz because of tt extra one...troublesome...haha..but fortunately, everything tallied at the end of the day...

i left the shop wif Susanna at abt 11.20pm loh...wa...leaving the shop later and later le...no OT! nvm...

bowei was waiting outside the shop since 10.20pm i think...waited for abt an hr...im veri veri sori to keep u waiting...reali veri sori...i can't juz leave halfway...hope u'll understand...sincere apologies..

erm, then we went geylang to eat You Tiao Da Wang...ordered soya bean milk..soya beancurd..you tiao...xiao long bao and dumplings...hmm...okie nt too bad...

then we walked to another shop tt sells dim sum and some other food...he wans to eat wor...but i stopped him...haha...fatty... :p

hmm, then we walked all the way frm Aljunied to Kembangan...chatted on the way...haha i walked quite a distance today too...gd... :)

then i took a cab home frm Kembangan...he took cab too...

btw, corene has planned my working schedule for the week le...today afternn shift...off on tue...morning shift on wed...full shift on thurs...goin to sch on fri...rest day on sat and full shift again on sun...erm...ok lah...used to it le...

2005-11-21T01:28:00.000+08:00

started working at 1.30pm today...supposed to hav break at 3.30pm...but in the end i had my break at abt 4.30pm instead...was busy in the day...then stuck...can't go off...nvm...then i ate wif Susanna and Wei Ming...dun reali like wei ming...dunno hw to say it here...nvm...dun step onto my tail then it's fine...

erm, then i bought Mango Tango frm Rockery after tt...can't finish it on time...so i brought it to the office..roy was there...so started chatting for awhile...then went back to work...hmm...then Vic came in the evening...tok to her for awhile...then showed her the mickey mouse fone...nt worth the money loh...but it's a collection for some ppl ba...

oh ya, before she came...i was helping someone to take a fone frm the store room...then suddenly a huge bag of paper bags fell onto my head! Kaoz. So painful loh...idiot...

hmm...then came closing...helped Susanna to count the cards again...no war wif corene tonight..haha..but hor...i left the shop at abt 11pm...unfair...

btw, i forgot to blog abt this yesterday...my name is nt in this coming week's working schedule...SingTel doesn't wan me anymore... :( Erm the branch manager forgot...so meaning to say i dunno when's my nxt off day nw...

then hor, some stupid person used my msn account to sign in messenger! stupid hacker. then i need to think of a new password...troublesome leh..kaoz...

and then, tt TBW, big bully loh...attitude too...then ali baba here and there...wa..haha

alrite...looks like im lazy to expand my story tonight...abit mental block liao...dunno wad to blog le...hmm...i'll update the balance tmr if i can think of them...lolz :)

2005-11-20T10:42:00.000+08:00

gd morning...well...since i stil hav some time left before goin for work...i shall blog abt yesterday...if nt some ppl wil scold me... :p

hmm..gotta work yesterday...fulvia called when i was on my way to work...and talked abt the malaysia trip...saying tt there's a so called roadshow on malaysia trips in suntec...then they decided to buy tickets frm there...and asked if im able to meet them during my break...since it's at suntec..then i said ok loh..

i walked frm bugis junction to suntec...and met them...then we walked around...deciding on which package to take..but i hafta leave earlier..cuz my break time is up...then i walked frm suntec to bugis junction...din eat at all leh...so hungry...

when i was back in the shop, i complained to susanna tt i haven eaten...haha...and so happen tt corene heard me...oops...then hor...this funny girl called me using the duty manager fone when she was in the toilet...i was in the shop at tt time...then my fone rang...and the number was "hello @ Bugis"....then i was like, "huh? who called me using tt fone when im already in the shop??" dotz...in the end it's tt corene lim...she asked me to go and eat...then i said no need lah...cuz my break was over...then she said it's ok...she'll tell roy...then i said nvm...then she said, aiya acc me go eat leh...wa, see...it's she who wans me to acc her to eat...nt she wans me to eat...hahaha

then we went to eat at food junction...met helen there too...but she left earlier...then we went to buy drinks frm a stall near swensons...forgot the name of the shop...and started to drink and chat...then hor, she suddenly asked me, "hey, r u straight?"....haha i dunno y she asked me this...lolz...anyway we continued to chat abt this...and she told me a little bit of her story...

then went back to work...saw peile and kuiyu...oh ya...before tt...i saw joyce, bowei, xingzuan and kaixian...saw quite a no of ppl yesterday...

then went home...was online and using the fone...corene was online too...then she start to kpo again...asked this and tt...but she went jogging at abt 12.30am...then asked me to wait for her online...in the end, she reached home late and wanted to play mahjong...so i went to slp after tt...

anyway...pl ah..sometimes it's better nt to think so much...erm...comparison is healthy...but it gets negative when it has passed a certain line....at the end of the day, only u urself wil noe which is suitable for u...and wad do u reali wan...take one step at a time...make decisions on ur own...and shun qi zi ran ba...

oh ya...erm...my malaysia trip has been set...wil be away wif 3 other frenz to KL and Genting frm 26-29Dec...wil go for music camp after tt...im sori for missing one day of music camp...it's reali a rare chance for me to go overseas wif them...one of them in NS..he applied leave for this...the other one in JC...then fulvia and i having attachment...can only make it in dec...it's ok..i'll come on second night...wait for me leh..lolz

okie..it's time to go work le...i'll try and update again tonight...

hope to hav a nice day today :)

2005-11-20T02:00:00.000+08:00

sori..din blog on fri and sat...was on the fone on fri night...hmm...tok abt fri night 1st ba...

alrite, erm bowei, samuel and I had our dinner at chinatown on fri night...had porridge, hokkien prawn mee...wu xiang..bbq stingray...and tang yuan for dessert...haha...so cool...the food wasn't bad too...but i kena jiang im fat :( I oso dunno y i keep saying im fat recently..maybe shldn't hang out wif corene too often...lolz

hmm, then we walked to clarke quay to see the reverse bungee...my first time standing near to the thing...then there were 3 persons goin for it...i was excited lah..haha..feel like trying it myself...but abit scared..nvm...can try it in other places... :) okie, then the 3 persons began their reverse bungee...actuali hor...the way i see it...nt scary at all de...well...pay for the little excitement only...

then we walked almost the entire clarke quay...looked at the pubs and restuarants...and then saw a few ppl playing those electric kites...hmm then we walked to mohammad sultan road...and we lied to vic when she called me...oops...haha

then we walked frm mohammad sultan road to outram station...hey ppl...see, i walked alot yesterday...part of exercising ok... :p

ok, then reached outram station..sam took a bus home..bw and i took the train...and some ppl taught me bad things...hey fatty, my 1st time goin thru without tapping ok..sad case..so scared...

then went to take train, we saw something...haha and then bw was so excited abt the thing and he decided to take and put it in his bag...everything was so funny at tt time...haha..shall nt elab...kind of long...u noe i noe can le..haha

bw acc me to tanah merah station...and then i took a bus home instead of walking..legs were kind of tired le...hmm looks like i walked alot on fri night..hey it's gd...at least i do some "exercise" once in awhile...haha..

okie tt's abt all for fri night ba...

2005-11-17T00:04:00.000+08:00

juz reached home nt long ago loh...dun feel like blogging de...but i hafta wait for Amy to send me FYP stuff...so decided to blog in the meantime...anyway i had a dramatic night...wa...shall elaborate later...

erm started work at 2.30pm today...then i was being asked to take over the info counter in the afternn...cuz short of manpower...then ok loh..can't be helped..time passes veri fast when i was handling the info counter...luckily the questions asked by the customers were nt too tough for me to answer...if nt, u'll see a veri long queue...haha

then, there was a customer enquiring abt some incentives on her plan...for this case, we hafta use a program to check...but it wasn't logged in...and i din hav the user id and password...thus i can't do anything...so i decided to ask Corene...i dowana ask her de...but can't be helped...all the other colleagues were busy at tt time...then she came...helped me settled the customer...after tt, she said, "wei...dun come and ask me stuff...im veri busy today leh...juz giv Q if cannt handle"....wa, then i told her, "wei, Patrick asked me to control Q loh...then nw u ask me to giv Q...wad do u all wan me to do sia...haha"...then she laughed and said, "i dunno lah...dun come and find me...im busy...only one manager on duty today"...then i mumbled in my heart, "excuse me, one manager duty nt my problem wad...my job is to handle the info counter..if i dunnno, then of course i find the manager lah"....lolz..but she apologised to me after tt...and began laughing...dotz...haha

ok wadeva...hmm...then had lunch break at 5pm wif Susanna...she began telling me abt getting a complimentary pass to watch "Just Like Heaven" by purchasing a copy of 8 Days...then i was like, "huh, i watched le leh"...haha...but it's ok..i watched it wif Vic mah...and the show wasn't too bad too..so spending $7 is ok.. :) ok, so i accompanied her to the news stand to order the 8 Days...then hor, the indian guy who's selling the magazines keep looking at me when Susanna was toking to him...haha...she said the guy is trying to "fang dian"...haha..the whole thing is veri funny...i dunno hw to put them in words to share wif u guys...anyway, Susanna keep on "suaning" me abt this matter...and broadcasted to the other colleagues and Corene...wa! lolz

then she brought me to eat nasi lemak at bugis village...hmm shall bring u guys there nxt time...she said it's quite famous...but the food tasted so-so to me leh...

went back to the news stand after break...we bought 12 magazines in total...haha thanks to me...lolz...shall nt elab here...if nt my blog gets veri long...lolz

then went back to work...then came closing...buay tahan loh!

i was asked by Susanna to help her count the cards and vouchers for tonight...cuz there's only one cashier doing closing tonight...so i agreed to help her...then i started counting everything...everything tallied accept abt 2 or 3 items...then i informed Susanna abt it...she said go and ask Corene...ok loh...then i gav the lists to Corene and told her abt the items tt were not tallied...kaoz! then she started to shout at me! haha but nt reali shout...juz say veri loudly...aiya she's liddat de...but stil, she shouted at me! shouted at me for the wrong thing somemore!

Susanna took out the necessary stuff for counting frm the safe and placed them on the table...so i juz count wadeva was on the table mah...but then, when the stuff dun tally, and Susanna claimed tt she took out everything...we find it odd...so we walked around and realise tt Richard put the rest on another table! wad the...liddat nt my fault wad...shout at me for wad...like as though i noe...it's ur colleagues prob loh! :p then Corene and i began to compete who's voice is louder...haha...cuz i buay tahan mah..so i shouted back at her too... :p

then Susanna asked me to go home 1st..cuz i wun get OT for goin back late de...but i dowana juz do halfway and leave...nt gd..so i continued to help her loh...but CORENE LIM doesn't seem appreciative! shout shout shout...noisy and irritating loh...:p

then i left the shop at abt 11pm loh..no OT leh! suan le..it's ok..

you see...wad a weird manager i hav...and wad an "interesting" night i had...

btw, sori for being unable to attend pract tonight...erm...might be meeting up wif my project mates tmr evening to do FYP...hai...

2005-11-15T23:22:00.000+08:00

went to work today...finally i get to see Helen...she was off for the past 1 week...clearing her annual leave ba...

hmm, then i had lunch wif her at the coffeeshop...and she started telling me her trip to escape theme park last week...haha...the way tt she described it was so funny...haha...she expressed everything so "drama" tt i can't stop laughing...lolz..after we had our lunch, Helen suggested eating ice cream at MacDonalds...but i told her im nt going to eat any ice cream...then she said ok loh..she eat it herself...

then we reached there...i sat down and she went to buy...but in the end, she treated me wif an ice cream cone..oh man...told her i dowana eat le but she stil bought my share...hai...i tink the staff in SingTel r trying to make me fat...thanks ah..lolz

oh rem i said tt i wana jog this morning? haha..as usual..i failed to do it...but, i'll do it "one fine day" :)

erm ok, then went back to work after eating the ice cream..and Mr William, a customer whom i attended to the other time, came to the shop to collect his stuff..my branch manager served him...then before he left, he said he wil help me say nice words in front of the manager...but i told him no need lah..anyway i dunno if he'll do it or nt..

actuali, if Mr William were to send in, then i'll hav 2 compliment letters le...but i seem to "reject" them...though the first one she claimed tt she has already sent it via email...dunno...but seriously, compliment letters play quite an impt role for attachment...kind of regret to say no...but honestly in my heart, i helped them cuz i wana help them...i helped them willingly...nt because of the compliments...so i dun reali bother abt wadeva compliments at tt moment...but come to think abt it, they can be quite useful for my ITP...anyway, we shall see...

hmm...then continued working...quite busy for this evening...dunno y...like wad i said b4...sometimes there's crowd, but sometimes the shop is so quiet...on and off de...oh ya..the business manager came to the shop in the afternn..."spot check" ba...then there was a tester today too...i tink he came to test the senior staff on broadband...scary...but not my business...hehe...lolz

oh ya! i dropped my beloved fone today! dropped it frm a level above my waist...wa..then the casing came off...the battery dropped out..and some customers began to look at me...haha..wa my heart was so aching at tt moment...then one customer who was standing close to me began to console me...lolz..eh actuali nt funny at all...im stil sad nw :(

then i left the shop at abt 9.50pm...i was supposed to leave at 9.30pm loh...but was occupied...nvm...customers r always our priority...anyway, shuyu came to fetch me...wanted to go to a cheesecake cafe at Siglap for some desserts...but i wasn't hungry and she "overshot" the place too...haha...hmm then she decided to bring me to see "Dao Ming Si" house...haha...she called it Dao Ming Si house as it was huge...the house is named Villa Royal, located at Walton Road...Katong area...it was so so BIG BIG! oh my god...it was an eye opener for me... :)

nxt, she brought me to kallang area, a place where i used to watch fireworks for national day...we stayed there for awhile only...

hmm, then we went to east coast park...she wanted to show me a place where ppl "fog" their car and make love...haha..so funny...i saw tt place b4 when i was cycling...but i din noe ppl do make love there...another eye opener loh...almost all the cars there were fogged...wa..

erm...then she sent me home...and here i am... :)

2005-11-15T00:17:00.000+08:00

off day today...hmm..met Vic at Bugis Junction...then we went to yinzhi's bro instrument shop...cuz Vic hasn't been there before...then yinhao was there...started chatting wif him...then something funny happened...lolz..anyway, he asked me for help on this sat for an event...but i seriously think i can't...gotta work on sat...dun wish to fake a MC...hence i hafta find 2 females who play erhu for him...not easy leh...hai..

erm, we stayed there for abt an hr...then decided to catch a movie after we left the place...bought tickets for the show "Just Like Heaven"...before tt, we went to buy Rotiboy and jollibean..and we were thinking of ways to "smuggle" the food into the cinema..my bag was too small and Vic left her bag in clubroom...haha..in the end, we dun reali bother le...and juz happily walked in loh...nothing happen anyway...lolz..

the show is simple to understand...overall...ok lah...i guess my next show wld be Harry Potter...hehe..either catching it this week or nxt week ba..

btw, my LO sms me in the middle of the movie..asking if it's possible for him to visit me at my workplace this evening...but it was my off day...so cannt...i tink he wld probably come later in the week...we shall c...

after the show, bo wei met us...then we went to the instrument shop again...haha..cuz he hasn't been there before too...but yinhao wasn't there this time round..."Lucky"...lolz

hmm, after tt, we proceeded to bencoolen there to buy bubble tea...then i suggested going to the hawker centre nearby to eat carrot cake...queued for quite some time for the carrot cake leh...but nvm lah..went back to SP for co meeting after tt...

then..me, bo wei, vic, pl and samuel went to clementi for dinner...i went home alone after tt...the only person staying in the east mah...can't be helped..haha..slept in the train for awhile..

gona work tmr...hope to hav a nice day tmr :)

btw, i feel like jogging tmr morning...but, i hav a feeling i'll giv it a miss after waking up...haha..oops

2005-11-14T00:58:00.000+08:00

hmm...back to work today after 3 consecutive off days...nt used to it for the first few hours..but felt better after some time...

had lunch wif Susanna this afternn..we went to eat zha cai fan..then when we were on our way to the coffeeshop, i said it has been quite some time since i last ate ice cream..i said it juz for fun..but Susanna suggested eating ice cream at Swensens after tt..cuz she has a free ice cream voucher...wa, so we walked to Swensens after finishing our rice..

before tt, i received soya beancurd again..lolz..alrite, erm then Susanna ordered french fries and 3 scoops of ice cream..actually i tot i could lose some weight during my attachment...but it seems to be working the opposite way...haha..

then back to work..and i began to get bored in the evening...and so happen tt Susanna sent me a "funny" msg...so i decided to send it to Vic..haha..then she replied..kena "scolding from her"..haha..but i called her instead of replying cuz i hafta control my sms for this month le..but in the end she callled lah..

haha then i tink i spent abt 15min talking to her outside the shop...consider it as my toilet break ba..shhh...lolz..

erm, shall not elaborate in between cuz my work is quite routine...on and off de..

oh ya, it's my off day tmr...weird...nvm..i tink i can't go for co pract on this coming wed le..hafta work...dunno if i can swap the working schedule...but im afraid to request..cuz my branch manager did tell us there's a shortage of manpower nw..veri tough to get off days on weekends too...poor me...well...we shall see..

meeting Vic tmr...probably watching movie ba...hmm c hw..meet le then say... :)

shun qi zi ran...shun qi zi ran...but..there r some things which we hafta make the first step...

2005-11-13T01:16:00.000+08:00

well well well...time to blog...kena challenged by some ppl to blog at this hr...hmph..nvm..shall blog a quick one..wana slp le..

erm, was woken up by my parents this morning..then my father and i began to set up the modem...took quite some time...cuz we need to remove the fish tank as it has blocked the tv port..kind of troublesome...when we were done wif the set up, both my parents left me alone at home and went to Chinatown...lolz...no lah cuz i dowana go..

then i stayed at home..online for quite long...downloaded Xin Hui's songs...blog...chat...etc

after tt, i had dinner wif my parents at bedok..then i met him at my void deck to meet up and also to get the iPod..then went to blk85 market to eat cuz he hasn't had dinner..i only ate abit...

then walked home...began to use iTunes to transfer songs to iPod...but all the songs tt were initially in the iPod were erased when i inserted the CD to my lappy...cuz i tink i chose to update it..haha..but luckily he has the back-up...so nt so bad..if nt..thousand over songs wld be gone in a few seconds...lolz

alrite...gotta work tmr...hav been off for 3 consecutive days...i tink i'll b abit blur tmr...might hav missed out a no of things for the past few days...

2005-11-12T16:53:00.000+08:00

finally..
i got my LONG LONG sleep!!!
hee!!!

what happen ystrday..
haha!
leng oso blog le lo..
hee...

so i no need to update!!!
haahaa!!!

on thursday..
have the rehearsal...
well...
kind of fed up la..
told leng abt it...

well..
everybody are tired..
everybody know how bad we have done durin the first dry run..
everybody know that there will be a 2nd dry run...
but why issit that some just cant stop their tongues from wagging ard non-stop?
who doesnt have lessons frm 8-5?
everybody have..
some even 8-6...
but why it jus seems that to some ppl..
the world just revolved ard themselves??
all coz an ugly S* word.
yesh of coz...
we, as human are always selfish..
to ourselves..
but why is that to an extend of such..
jolly well knowin that attendance is not good,
performance not good..
yet they dun even seems to care...
what does SPCO means to them???
a place for ppl to come and as and when they like it???
a place where ppl can earn a lot of cca pts coz of whatever reasons???
haiz..
what does rehearsals means??
is it a redundant thing to do when knowin that attendance is bad and performance is baD?
or is it that it is a time for us to perfect things tat are not perfect..
yesh..
we are a CO whereby the standard is not as high as a lot of secondary sch COs...
but why must we be always take others to compare with us?
we are who we are......
why must always compare with other clubs...
haiz.....
why some jux unable to put themselves in others shoes??
if we are to leave...
what will happen to them??
hw will ppl think of us???
an irresponsible performin grp??
but some just dun seems to understand.....
haiz...

i am realli sick and tired of everything..
i know everybody is...
why i dun even wan to perform at first..

frankly speakin..
it is jus purely becoz i am sick and tired of everything...
everytime none of them are to be one of the first few to help..
but it is always the others..
everytime none of them are the first few to reach and latest to leave..
but it is always the others..
why...
when will there be a day whereby is a day which those that always the first few to help and first few to reach and latest to leave to be those resting, and able to leave the earliest...
i doubt there will be a day..
unless something goes wrong with their head...
or when something is goin wrong with my head...

haiz...
nth to say anymore...
leng's blogging is abt happy things..
mine is abt unhappy things..
balance out...
=P
bye..

2005-11-12T14:51:00.000+08:00

sori..din blog last night..was toking to vic on the fone..then hafta reply messages..was tired too...anyway, i'll try and jot down some of the things for yesterday nw..

erm, woke up in the morning..missed the first lecture..attended the FYP practical at 10am..got to see my classmates at last..din see them for more than a month le..i miss ppl like fulvia, jenni, weiling and chewling..but we only chatted for awhile..cuz we were split into our FYP grps..and although we hav 4hrs of break to catch up wif each other before the next tutorial, i can't be wif them for long cuz there's a co rehearsal at 2pm.. and oso some of them r stil having discussions and i dunno hw long they'll take..but it's ok, i'll see them every fri anyway.. :)

then, met up wif bo wei after tt...went to clubroom..saw mayfen sitting at the staircase outside clubroom..waiting for samuel to open the door ba..but i used vic's keys to open..then we were hungry...waited for pl to meet us...after tt, we had lunch at FC1..had chicken chop..

proceeded to the auditorium for rehearsal..but i guess their rehearsal schedule was delayed badly..the in-charge failed to inform the heads of the clubs too..we were simply wasting time there..can't even use the stage..the ISC ppl were blowing balloons on stage..wa..dotz..

ok, then after tt the stage was cleared..so i went to find the in-charge to ask if SPCO can use the stage to practice..but in the end the answer tt i got was no..i can't rem wad's the reason le..i tink it's something like the rehearsal is gona start soon..so we guys move everything to the backstage..then dunno wad happened also..can;t pract on stage..then in the end we dun care, we juz pract backstage..reali dun care le..(oops, i seem to forget some of the reasons y cannot do this and tt...lolz..old liao..tt's y hafta blog daily..haha)

hai, reali wasting time lah. but if i were to be in ISC's position, then i'll nt feel so bad..wad i heard frm one of the in-charge was tt, some of the performing grps r delaying the rehearsal schedule...failed to attend the rehearsal and stuff..im able to understand..if something crops up, the whole thing wil be delayed in one way or another..guo lai ren..

ok, then the real performance began..actuali i was quite nervous though it's nt my first time..but hafta be calm lah..if nt, i'll be drawing nonsense..the overall performance was quite ok..thanks for the cooperation and im sorry if i wasn't too clear..

then went to hav "small" steamboat dinner wif bowei, zhiming, chaoyong, vic, mayfen, kaixian, xingzuan and jonathan at Tiong Bahru Plaza..i was very surprised to receive a bowl of soya beancurd after tt..anyway, we went to geylang to eat fermented beancurd, soya bean milk and soya beancurd..wa, the chou tou fu reali veri smelly..smells like "s**t"...haha..i was being "forced" to eat one small piece..took quite some time to put it into my mouth..nt nice de...nt a delicacy to me at all..lolz
but, it was an experience lah...nt bad..quite fun..

hmm, shall take a break nw and do other things...continue to blog abt today's stuff later in the night..cya

2005-11-11T11:09:00.000+08:00

haha~~..

i duno what to blog..

here to make up for leng..

coz she never blog ystrday nite..

hahaha!!!

*thanks for the bubble tea..

haha!!!

ok...

gtg.

bye! =p

2005-11-10T02:06:00.000+08:00

today...the shop is so bright...cuz the lightings hav changed...nt used to it at all..haha..

erm anyway, i off quite early today..then went to hav lunch wif Sophie before going to school for practice..attended the last 1hr of sectional practice..practised Canon In D and some other pop songs..i dun like Lao Shu Ai Da Mi loh..play so high notes for wad..i dun like leh..i play high notes nt nice de..lolz..

then, orchestral practice as usual..took the East-West line home wif Xueqi they all after practice..Xueqi keep disturbing Zhi Ming...haha..keep "suaning" him...quite funny...haha..

had supper wif Steven and Chao Yong at Simpang Bedok..chatted for some time...then went home at 1am plus..

i wonder y i blog frequently nowadays..must be "3min enthu"...haha..

erm..should be goin to SPC to hand in my time sheet or something b4 goin to co tmr...gona help my colleague to submit her stuff to HR too...

alrite..gona use the fone nw... :)

2005-11-08T23:46:00.000+08:00

attended a shop meeting early in the morning..but before tt, i went to MacDonald's to buy breakfast..while i was waiting for my special order, the new business manager for my branch (Irene Pua) walked in to Mac and i greeted her..then i waited for her to get her order too...in the meantime, she asked me a few questions..trying to noe hw im doing so far..then, we walked together frm Mac to the shop and chatted along the way..she said the managers can help me wif recommendations and referrals if im interested to work in SingTel after graduation..well, we shall see...

after tt, the meeting commenced..Irene began to giv intro and tok abt some audit matters..blah blah..brought up quite a no of matters...shall nt elaborate here..

began to work after tt...had my break wif Helen and Richard..but Richard left earlier than us..then went to walk around for awhile after eating...then back to work loh..

then comes evening...served a customer..she came to the shop wif her mother and brother...she was asking on her mother's behalf...then i try to help her wif wad i can...spent quite some time on her...dunno y she suddenly ask for my name and wana compliment me...haha..anyway, then in the end we chatted while she was waiting for her queue to be called..she was a student of SP and a member of SP Choir..she's currently in NTU...had a nice chat wif her...

i left the workplace at abt 2250...a fren of mine drove me home after my work...gona work morning shift tmr...having orchestral practice after tt...

looking forward to my off days...

2005-11-08T01:01:00.000+08:00

oh my oh my!!!
haha!!!
so touched...
hee...
my bday oso comin leh.....
=X

tao yan!!
ren jia hui lian hong de la...
wahahaha!!!

okok.....
nth to blog la..
haha!!!
i shall go back my blog and blog..
haha!!!~

hey.. fren.
i am realli happy for u...
is this why last few wks u are always veri moody?
coz of all that is happenin and yet u duno hw to face us???
hiak hiak!!!
hey..
i gt so fierce till u dun dare tell me meh?!?!!
still need me go and guess myself..
_)(*&^%$#@!
haha!!!~
but nevertheless...
i am happy for u..
seein u happy..
i oso happy..
coz u are my Lengs forever!!!
love u lots..
heehee!!!!!~

2005-11-07T23:55:00.000+08:00

haha..i'll stil like u no matter wad mah..hehe..of course we'll celebrate our 4th month..sure celebrate de..but i dunno wad my working schedule on tt day wld be like..it's ok..see hw ba..wei, it's time to choose ur present for the "anniversary"..haha

erm, as for today..went to work..then Shuyu and Grace suddenly apppeared in the shop..lolz..i've nt seen them for such a long time..we chatted for awhile..and i went for my break wif Jocelyn and her husband after tt...

then came back...started work again..then Susanna was so upset abt her free trip to Thailand matter...she won it frm some lucky draw or something...can't rem clearly...then her leave wasn't approved by the manager...tt means she can't go..sad case...wasted..

oh ya, i got a new handphone casing for my fone today..lolz..ok the story goes like this..a customer bought a Nokia fone this evening..and so happen tt i was at the cashier area when she was paying for her purchase..then i saw her trading in a N6230 fone..and i began to tell my cashier colleague (Susanna) tt i wan tt casing and began chatting wif tt customer..haha..i keep saying i wan..then Susanna said it's between me and the customer to settle this..haha..then i tried toking to the customer..she was a kind lady..and in the end i got the casing and Susanna took my original casing and replaced it..i guess i was lucky ba..stood at the cashier area at the right time..haha

and then the time tt i've waited for arrived..9pm! time to close shop...and the closing work for the day commence..Shuyu msg me and said tt she'll be waiting for me to go home wif me..so touched..in the end she waited for me outside the shop for abt 35min..im sorry...

anyway, for the closing today, i helped them wif the choice numbers...i went to find Susanna after im done wif my thing..then Susanna was so stressed..cuz one preloaded card was missing..then she began to grumble abt Jocelyn..scary..my colleagues wil get very stressed whenever certain things r nt tally...hai..then in the end i helped her to double check these and tt for dunno hw many times...in the end, it was found tt Susanna herself din key it in..she'll probably be paying for it tmr morning..sad case..

i met Shuyu after leaving the shop at abt 2245...went to 7 Eleven to buy some biscuits cuz i was a little hungry..then we took bus home...and she acc me to my void deck..

oh man, gona hav a shop meeting at 9am tmr...tt means i'll be in the shop frm 0900 to 2230! wa..tiring.. :(

2005-11-07T10:50:00.000+08:00

hey hey...
haha!!!
but nw..
too bad le..
u cant like me le..
haha!!
bleahs!!!
=P
*are we still able to celebrate our 4th month anot?!!!*
haha!!!
28th November 2005!!!!
heyhey!!! on that day Leng is mine hor...
haha!!!
de rest of the days...
give her to u..
haha!!!

2005-11-07T00:08:00.000+08:00

started work at 1plus today...nt many customers for this weekend..dunno y..perhaps they r waiting for christmas promotions ba..erm, one of my colleagues began telling me bad things abt another colleague...so puzzled at tt moment..wonder wad went wrong..i was stil carrying my bag when she told me tt..i tink she was juz trying to vent her frustrations ba..

oh, there was this SuperHost outdoor thing in Bugis this afternn..heard screamings..scream for wad man..noisy..

hmm, i did quite a no of prepaid card registration today..was quite fun..then i spent my break time wif Helen..began to work after the 1hr break..then, Corene suddenly stood beside me and asked me y didn't i tok to her when she was online last night...wa, then i told her she appeared offline to me loh..and she started laughing..haha..she said she has blocked some of her frenz..and she'll only appear online to those tt she wld like to tok to..and then so happen tt she was online last night and was waiting for me to tok to her first..but i din noe she's online at all..haha..then i stil say she has added the wrong person..lolz

then..began to chat wif the promoters at 7plus..cuz nt so many ppl in the shop at tt time..dunno y they started to tok abt families and stuff...then they got to noe tt im the only child and began to ask me questions..dotz..but of course we tok abt other things too..had a nice chat wif them..

overall..ok loh..quite routine for me today..but i started yawning in the evening...tired..

afternn shift again tmr...meaning to say i'll reach home at 11plus tmr night.. :(

hey fren, u r a nice pal. U understood even though i kept quiet. Later i like u more hw? hahaha

2005-11-06T00:05:00.000+08:00

hav nt been blogging for such a long time...didn't reali hav the time...hav a lousy PC at home too...anyway, i've bought a laptop few days ago...thanks alot father ;)

have been online almost everyday after getting a new lappy...exploring this and tt..installing MS Office...surfing the net..chatting wif frenz...kind of miss my classmates...din see them for a month le..speaking of yesterday, suppose to see them yesterday cuz all of us need to go back to sch on every friday to attend lessons and do FYP...but, i skipped the morning lecture...anyway the nxt lesson gona start at 2pm...4hrs break in between and hence i've decided to skip the morning lecture..then, i decided to make a trip down to Funan to collect the free modem by Starhub before goin to sch..called Fulvia when i was on my way to the Bedok station..but she told me tt my FYP grp wasn't required for the practical so in the end i din go to sch and Funan at all...

went to a fren's house instead...stayed there for abt 2hrs...then i met vic, bowei and peile at queenstown..went to Dun Huang to look for tuners...then went to Ikea to eat..i tink bowei and i ate alot..haha..it's ok..once in a while..hmm then went to queensway shopping centre after tt...we were trying to get quotations for the club shirts..walked around too..then spent the rest of the time chatting in MacDonalds..went home after tt....

as for today..gotta work..met wif Benita again..she's a promoter from Motorola..dunno y she'll laugh when i say certain things..funny gal..she "shouted" at me..hit me..push me..lolz..accompanied her to buy RotiBoy after my break...then was laughing all the way..haha..then tt Corene (manager) kept toking to the promoters...i guess she's in a good mood today ba..haha..erm, Benita is nt working tmr..kind of sad..but nvm..she'll appear again one day...haha

afternoon shift til 2230 tmr...gona meet up wif the promoters again...hope to hav a nice day tmr :) anyway, nt gona work on thur, fri and sat for nxt week...having a rehearsal on thur, going to sch on fri and sat is rest day..but, quite a hectic week ahead..

hey, thanks for the things tt u hav done for the past few weeks. Be it the help in getting a laptop, or juz simply going out. I appreciate them. The overseas calls hav really touched me. Im sorry for nt giving u a definite answer.

2005-09-19T00:52:00.000+08:00

nw my turn to blog.. today basically nth much.. juz went to church den go JP makan.. den back hme..

watched tv the whole evening.. total slacker.. how to survive thru poly sia!!... whatever it is.. i still must do my best to get a diploma.. and get my life out of schools!!! but hor.. it is juz a piece of paper.. that piece of paper realli.. haiz...big shot lo... make me suffer.. ok enuf crapping...

well..juz nw while surfin net... suddenly feel that something is crawling on my leg... den i thought is what lo.. till i get a look @ it... guess what... it is a lizard la!!! wah lauz... scare me to death.. i quickly sweep it away and scream out loud.. haha!! okok.. i am timid la... whatever....

now is 19th September...meaning 2mths le... so long le.. time realli past veri fast.. but the feeling still stings leh...

having needed to act as if nth happen before.. possible meh... to me.. as for now.. i still find it a bit difficult leh.. haiz.. 2mths have past.. seen him fer 2times during this 2mths.. but nv talk at all.. felt so awkard... even smses or chatting in msn i also feel veri strange... haiz.. though i always act as if i am ok le.. but deep dwn inside i dun think i am ba... things are nt like last time... have problems... the first few people i go too, he sure to be 1 of them.. but nw.. never le... haha!.. what talkin me.. suan le.. nth le...jux crapping.. forget it...

tml... going to stay at home and mug le la... if not i sure get SPCO long service award.. i dunwan... i even have thought of leaving after i step down.. and be those MIA ppl.. come back when gt performance kind... haiz... dun think can ba...

ok.. think nth much for me to blog le... nw i also duno what to blog in my old blog le la... haiz... shall copy tis there.. heehee!!!~ =P

bye bloggie.. i love u k.. haha~

*xz, let leng blog hor~ haha!!*

2005-09-17T20:22:00.000+08:00

tonight is the second screening of the musical, Snow.Wolf.Lake. by someone whom i admire, Jacky Cheung. my parents r unwilling to sponsor me :(
nvm..shall go and buy the VCD/DVD nxt time :)

today..hmm...went out wif my mother in the day...she went for some kind of leg massage..i tag along..wa..her conversation wif the ppl there was comical..typical A*****S..Hehe..Shh..

tmr is Zhong Qiu Jie le! it's nice to c kids playing wif lanterns and enjoying themselves wif their fellow peers and family members..kind of envy them..nt tt i can't do the same thing, but...well..old le ba..haha

Roy suddenly called and asked me out juz nw..but told him tonight cannt...probably meeting him nxt sat ba..

eh..someone doesn't like me to blog wor...haha

cya ;)

2005-09-16T20:30:00.000+08:00

okie..juz finished eating fruit rojak..shared a packet wif my mother..
erm..nothing much today...stayed at home..read a little..
since vic mentioned abt SPCO..perhaps i shld tok a little abt it..

SPCO..
it's definitely a place which i'll miss when i graduate nxt yr..
well..to recall...
in yr 1, i used to be the "1st" to reach dover station platform after orchestral practices on wed night..hehe..haha shall nt elaborate y..

then in yr 2, i became the President of this club..
i guess i've "grown up" and understood certain matters better in the process of being the head of the club..
i've gone thru alot, experienced alot, learnt alot..seen and heard alot..

to me, the lowest point throughout my leadership term was the period when there were some disagreement and unhappiness among the seniors and my comm, especiali when the orchestra was in HK for an exchange programme..i admit my comm and I mishandled certain matters during tt period..i've apologised on behalf of my comm at tt time..honestly speaking, there were so many things to do once i took over the management..and perhaps becuz we focussed too much on peformances and etc, we neglected the human relations area, which is relatively critical in a club.

anyway, all the alumni, seniors and juniors were willing to sit down and clarify all misunderstandings. the comm was also able to give and take which i feel is extremely impt. the seniors actuali do support us althou they seem not to be at the surface. ultimately, everything turns out fine as the tension subsides. im glad tt the problems were solved more or less..it was a gd setback for me.

and of course, we had our 10th anniversary concert at VCH..it was SPCO's first time in staging it's annual concert at VCH. to be true, im very proud of it in terms of the outcome of the entire perfomance. though SPCO is nt a veteran CO, the performance by all alumni, friends of SPCO and existing members, as well the amount of effort put in by all on 23April05, were indeed worth to be highlighted. i was very touched after our last song, and appreciative towards everyone. it was successful.

and here im...in yr3 nw..time flies..
i guess each management has it's own problems..
the most impt thing is, is tt particular organisation able to overcome them?
a leader has to be firm, decisive and responsible..and be able to lead..
ppl hafta be satisfied and comfortable wif the decisions being made by the leader.

my fren, dun giv up easily..facing wif difficulty is inevitable..in due course, it's the process tt u'll learn..u hav my support ;)

and also, try and climb out of tt hole..i noe it's difficult..but..u stil hafta do it in order nt to make urself gloomy..time heals all wounds..at the very least, time is able to suppress it..

alrite..shall go and watch tv nw..cya :)

2005-09-16T17:35:00.000+08:00

finally that siao char bo blogged..

haha...

actually dont know what to blog here also..

well..

perhaps here will be solely my thinking and true feelings ba...

though i have 1 blog already..

and i link tat to here also..

but i think no one will realli care to come here and read what i actually thinks and feels ba...

hahaha!!~

anyway.. what did i realli do today?!!

haha!!

i did nth much...

coz i wake up at 3pm!!!!~

scarely hor!!!! hahaha!!~

den wake up rotx..

haiz..

my life sucks...

rotx all the way..

tml afternoon is my turn to go hospital..

coz my "da gu" gt admitted into hospital..

need go visit her..

haiz..

meanin i cant go CO pract le lo...

den at nite most probably going meet Leng they all to play candles @ Marina Bay~

yeahyeah~

well..

SPCO...

it is a place where i shed my tears for alot of time..

it is a place which makes me shed my tears for alot of time..

it is a place i wanted so much to escape..

it is a place where i have a lot of memories...

it is a place i once loved so much..

it is a place where i thought i found the one...

but it turns out that everything is fake..

but is this place..

i also learnt what is true friendship..

i also learnt to love music even more...

i also learnt that things will not be what u always think it will be...

i also learnt that i am not as strong as i thought i am...

i also learnt that what ppl said to u might sound so nice and yet it is all fake..

i also learnt that ppl can realli wear a mask and act as if everything is fine...

haiz...

ok.. i am just crapping...

but i am still veri glad that at least i found ppl like Leng, Peile, Angeline and lots more..

and also alumnis that helped me alot..

ppl like Engine, Yinzhi, Wenhao, Evelyn, Lingling and lots more....

lazy to list out...

haha!!~

yaya..

crapping again...

ok i think it is time to end my crapping le...

bye bloggie...

2005-09-16T02:05:00.000+08:00

actuali...i dunno y i wana blog..
maybe juz wana hav a place to jot down certain things during ITP..
or perhaps juz wana share some stories wif frenz or start a journal..
well..anyway it has been created...
so i shld start using it ;)
i wonder hw long it'll last..haha

speaking of yesterday...
stayed at home and read my law handouts..
read thru 7 chapters..but once for each chapt...
so dun tink wil rem anything well..haha
gona hav 2 semestral exam papers..e-commerce law and financial management.
i think i hafta start revising for financial management today..

ok..counting down to the 1st day of my ITP nw..
wonder hw it'll turn out..exciting but yet worried..
anyway.."shun qi zi ran" ba.. ;) shld be alrite..

oh ya..both my parents bought bananas 2 days ago without knowing tt the other party has bought..and nw there r so many bananas in my kitchen! oh man..
past experience has proven tt the bananas in my flat wil attract BATS.
anyway the bat ate 2 of the bananas juz nw..thanks to my parents..
bats r disgusting creatures if u were to take a closer look at it..yucks

hmm...i wld like to taste some fruit or ice cream mooncakes this yr if possible..
haha..juz wana eat lah..nothing much..lolz

alrite..tt's abt all.. ;) Good Night

**tHiNgS tUrN oUt ThE bEsT fOr ThOsE wHo MaKe ThE bEsT oF tHe WaY tHiNgS tUrN oUt**

2005-09-14T02:18:00.000+08:00

Hi people!

Welcome here!!

Basically this blog is a place for us to update la...
The us are refering to the 2 krappers here....

See Lay Leng & Victoria Chew....

well...

why did we come out with the name Musique Parle?!

think u all can see that both of us are music lovers...

so the title cant be anything not link to music ya?!

Musique means Music (french)

Parle means Talks (french)

so when u put Musique Parle together...

it means Music Talks~

for me...

i find it kind of cool la...

to have a combine blog...

i think we shld intro ourselves in the next 2 postings?! hahaha!!!

sorry kind of lame la.. haha!!!

think i shall end here lo!!!~

*-Miss See Lay Leng...

here is a BLOG!!

ONLINE DIARY!!!

not MSN MESSENGER la~ hahahaha!!!!