ok.. here i am to update.. frankly speakin.. i oso duno what to blog la!!!
okok.. never mind.. shall at least blog somethings!!!
yeah!!!!
finally SPCO POP concert is over..
though everything turns out to be not what i wanted for publications..
but what can i say..
i cant say is others fault..
its juz mine for not pestering them to do them..
ended up..
i have to clear the mess and finish them up ya...
i am NOT grumbling abt them but just dun understand some things..
suan le...
haiz...
since its over..
so suan le..
the sales might not be gd..
but we earn quite a lot....
well..
thats becoz of those money thats being absorbed by our officer and payin by saa...
whatever..
some can just leave SPCO at the crisis and come back and claim all the glory when SPCO achieved somethings..
without doin anything.. or perhaps have jus contributed juz some troubles instead ya..
and they can be back and claim that they are frm SPCO and get the glory..
or rather some are doin funny things behind ppl's back and try hard to pull SPCO down...
dotx...
or rather some other can do everything juz to help SPCO.. even if that means sacrificin their slp..
or even their financial..they care nth abt their own welfare and give all out for SPCO..
they are indeed those that deserve my deepest respect.. even alumnis.. even though some might be irritating..
but their heart is still with SPCO.. perhaps its the bondage or rather their love for that particular CO... their love for CO music is so great that they can care nth more and help in every area.. thats why i always thought, if u realli love CO music.. u will nt just leave a CO or leave them at a time of difficulties juz like that..
thats unconditional love...
some are just loving it just for the seek of loving it..
some are just loving it simply coz they love it deeply..
some have no choice but just to get CCA pts.. so they have to be there..
haiz...
human hearts are selfish..
this i understand..
but what i dun understand is why ppl can just become so out of the world and so self centered..
perhaps in their world are just,
I, ME and MYSELF..
what a small world..
what a pathetic world..
what a selfish world..
haiz...
okok..
before i lead another "someone" into an arguement coz of my this blog...
i shld put a stop...
however..
like what i always say..
this is OUR blog..
MINE AND LENG!
we have the rights to say things..
i might be harsh in tones..
but what have causes all these..
seriously i think that those that have brought me to this state shld be those that shud their mouth up...
i can be jokin 1 moment and yet the next moodswing..
none of these have happen to me before when i was still not in this place..
but all these have come and settled in me..
i can blame no one but just myself for trusting the wrong lot of ppl..
just some bed time stories~
=)
oh man.. veri long never blog here le..
coz realli duno what to blog..
coz i have a blog myself..
couldnt bloggin both the same things ma.
haa!!!~
okok..
anyway...
shall come here and make some noise..
or rather juz come here and tell a note to my dear friend...
my dear friend..
2005 have past...
2006 have juz arrived..
though merely just 3 days of 2006..
but ur feelings have been juz like a rollar coaster..
goin up and down again..
though i might not know how sad u are..
but i definately know the feeling of that...
indeed a decision have to be made...
to either put a fullstop to what is supposed to happen..
or a comma to continue with what is supposed to happen..
though the few of us might few sad abt what had happen..
but dont ever think that its ur fault..
u have not given up...
it the other person that have given up..
none of us have expected this outcome..
nevertheless...
we love u for who u are..
and we still love u..
not just love u..
but we love u even more!!
jiayou!!!~
Leng, We Love You.....!!!!
a note for the other person...
" yes.. u have ur reason in giving up.. but remember.. a decision made have to be consider properly..
the decision u made.. nt just affect u.. but it affect the other party too.. if u have not yet be ready for anything liydat den in the first place u shld put a stop to all those mind games that the 2 of u have been playing..
yesh.. u might be the one who is sad too.. but always remember.. in this kind of relationship.. it is always the gal that is hurt even more.. no matter hw strong a gal can be emotionally.. the gal will still be hurt.. if u realli love her.. i dont think u will learn hw to hurt her.. but nw.. u have hurted her.. truely.. i am upset.. coz i have placed her into someone's hand.. someone who dont even know how to protect her... i am totally disappointed... thats all i wanna say... friends are forever... but once the pure friendship is being changed... it can never be as pure as it is anymore... take tis as a lesson.. learn how to love urself before loving some other ppl.. take care my friend..."
